Saturday, September 22, 2007
Baby @ 11:09 PM
Wah... I saw it... A 23 wks old baby... Veri peaceful... But dono y i hav no feelings... Every 1 is affected feeling srry... But i feel nothing... Nothing... I dono y... Could it be tat i hav not gone through so i don understand??? Or is my feeling of srry gone??? Or could it be tat i see it gone so peaceful tat i feel ok bout it??? Could it tat if by chance tat i could be there lying there??? Tat i won't be blogging here... Tat i can't feel joy, sad dissappointed??? Juz pain??? Something killing me??? My own mother killing me??? N they say tat all mothers love their child... Is tat really true??? I don't think so... Y can they bare 2 do tat??? Y can't they let it live??? Give some 1 else??? At least u can always look back n say... Tat was my child... N not thinking i could hav a teenager by now... I dono wat they r thinking...
