Wednesday, May 11, 2011
School??? @ 10:09 AM
Gonna start sch again!!!
After not studying for 2 years will i still be motivated to study??? Urh!!!
I hav totally no idea wat to expect except writing of super long essays
Which is gonna be super boring n crazy...
I prefer MCQ!!!
Why muz there be super long essays???
Freak it!!!
I wish i can study full time instead of part time...
Then i got more time to rest!!! Or rather play~ Hahaha...
But it's gonna be really challenging from now on!!!
It's gonna be a new experience for me now!!!
Bring it on!!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
L.O.V.E @ 9:16 AM
WE R BACK TGT~
Though not many ppl are gonna be happy bout tat...
But if they were real friends, they shouldnt be bothered...
Coz tis is my life...
Friends is to be there to warn scold and most importantly, be there when everything fails...
These are then real friends...
Hope all these hardship that we hav gone through are gonna be worth it...
Lets Jia You~!!!
Saturday, April 02, 2011
Perth @ 3:31 AM
Guess wat???
I'm writing my blog in Perth!!!
Today is my last day staying at Ger's place aka on Ger's bed...
Really different kind of vacation i would say...
It's not a bad thing... It really turn out fun in the weirdest places...
From all the vacations i hav went, tis i muz say, i really felt i didnt left home at all...
It's like i grown up here except for certain parts where i got into culture shock!!!
It will be a nice place to be when i get old...
The work here is slow pace, everything is so relax, the view is beautiful...
I really wonder if i will ever forget tat beautiful sunset...
I will miss e 3 kittens... Especially the black one...
Goodbye Perth~
Good day mate...
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Perth @ 10:12 AM
Gonna fly off in a day to meet hubby~ Cant wait!!!
I hav no idea wat we are gonna do...
But i know im having a 7 part surprise waiting for me!!!
Part 1 is far east movement video~
Part 2 was the sms from him~ >x<
Part 3 arriving friday on Fri... Hint: I think Ger is flying back from Perth!!!
Part 4 when I'm coming to perth..
Part 5 in perth.. Hint: I think it's the rabbit!!!
Part 6 when I go back singapore..
Part 7 is still a little tough she says...
I really dono some of the parts yet!!! So excited!!!
Monday, March 14, 2011
Passion @ 1:33 PM
It's been 1 month since u last sms me...
I cant be hiding from u forever...
We talk like nothing even happen...
It really feels nice...
I know i really miss u...
But im still scared...
I really wanted to delete from my life,
But i really cant...
I really tried...
I juz cant forget u...
I cried when i saw ur msg
You said Coz I Love You...
Can i really trust ur words???
Will u hurt me again???
Or were u drunk again tat's y u said all thoses...
I dono how to start over again...
My jealousy is too strong...
My 6th sense is crazy...
And i dont see any actions from you...
I should juz not put any hopes on you...
If you really want me, plz show it to me then...
If not stop haunting me...
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Dilema @ 9:35 AM
I dono how you think...
I dono wat you know...
I really give up...
I dont think i can live in fear..
I dont wana keep guessing
I dont wana know
I don wana know how you feel
Im juz so sick n tired
I told you aready
I dont take no nonsense
You wana talk to those girls go ahead
You wana say u r still single go ahead
You wana ask them out go ahead
But dont come running back to me when these girls stop talking to you
Im not a girl for u to juz find like a spare tire
I hav feelings
I hav hopes
I think i aready stop loving you
So you dont need to go find Ger to go n tell her things
Yes my heart weaken when i see the msges...
But my heart gets hard when i see those msg u send to other girls..
You say u r changing??? Well.. Let me tell you, you cant change..
Not now, not forever...
You wana talk??? You nv talk...
You can nv say wat u really wana say to me...
Becoz i always end up saying things, asking questions..
And i give up...
U cant open out to me, we cant talk through it, we can nv settle it..
So i did wat was the easiest way out for us...
I left you...
All i ever ask was tat you love me...
Tat i am your only girl...
So shouldnt all ur attention be on me???
If you cant dont hold me...
Yes, i once told you i will wait for you...
But tat was becoz i tot tat you still love me, and u needed some time to think carefully..
But in e process of thinking, you are also thinking bout other girls???
My time was wasted waiting for you to think bout other girls..
Time will heal, and in future i will regret not hearing ur words..
But if in e process of tis we find a better one???
Wouldnt tat be better???
Sunday, February 20, 2011
???Love??? @ 3:09 PM
Wat is Love???
How to you know you are being Love???
You cant see Love...
Can we feel Love???
If we can,
Why cant i feel it??
I wana believe...
Small things u did...
It touch my heart...
But why does it not really show it to me???
Could it be Love???
Could jealousy be Love???
Could wanting you be Love???
Could having all of you to me be Love???
Could wanting you to spent time with me be Love????
Could wanting you to give me more attention be Love???
Or could it be my heart wanting more then this???
Or am i too used to my old Love???
Maybe i was being pampered to much last time...
That i expect you to fill me up the same way???
Maybe im juz a Princess wanting a Prince to come and swip me off~
But where is he then???